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[21 Feb 2005|07:47pm]
2 days JACKIE 2!!!

Pwned.
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[18 Feb 2005|07:30pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Wow, it has been awhile since I have updated. Lets see, Lets see.

Anna and Nico's party was awesome and the pictures are hilarious. Nico wasnt surprised at all which sucks because Big Dome accidentally told him {he thought the party already happened}. Anna on the other hand started screaming and yelling and I guess that means she was surprised. :-)

The diving meet was alright except for the fact that I totally ruined my knee. So now I am wearing a knee brace around and have to go to the doctor sometime next week.

On wednesday, I learned 6 new dives. 5 3 meter and 1 1 meter. I am totally bruised from the back one and a half and everyone thinks it is hilarious... especially Coach Boone.

Today, I had a Biology test, it was the easiest thing ever and I think I did really well. We had a party in Math and it was mm alright I guess, it could have been better if Jackie had brought napkins and someone other than Andrew and Big Dome used my forks but eh... Oh well. They are casting Mtv Made at my school, Clemencia and I were going to try out but you have to be fifteen so that sucks. I was going to be made into a fashion designer and Clemencia said she wanted to be made into a porn star, I would have watched that episode haha.

Now... I am sick so I cant go out to the movies with everyone which truly sucks because almost everyone is going away... I think Derek might be coming over maybe tomorrow that should be er, interesting?


5 days Jackie my lover x3 :-D

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Long time no update... [11 Feb 2005|05:46pm]
[ mood | blah ]

This weekend is going to be soo crazy.

Tonight- I am going to Anna and Nico's surprise party so shh dont tell them.
Tomorrow- I wake up wicked early (5:30) to dive and if I get out before 3 I will head to church for Pam's conformation but if not I will just go to her conformation dinner it should be a fun day...
Sunday- I sleep all day and then it starts again.

P.S. Yesterday my heart was ripped out of my chest, still beating, and stomped on about 40 million times. Screw you!

P.P.S. this is sad...  http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6953165/?GT1=6190

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[04 Feb 2005|03:07pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

This post is to clear up any misconseptions... I dont have a boyfriend, not Josh, not Dan, not Tom, or whoever else you can possibly think of, the end.
(not that I'm not looking :-P)

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[29 Jan 2005|10:03pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

Real boys do the following things...
-Wear Eyeliner
-Wear tight paints
-Kiss boys

Last night= the sex

Dan was hoooooot and so was the drummer but he lives in Norwalk :-(

P.S. I gave the hot guy my heart and we walked away... Jackie and I need his screenname!!!!!!!

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I was bored... [23 Jan 2005|01:22pm]
[ mood | cold ]



You Are 18 Years Old



18





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.





P.S. About to go sledding with d-money and tim... funnnnn
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[22 Jan 2005|11:35am]
[ mood | irritated ]

I x3 you

 

P.S. Fogel sucks because he made us loose

P.P.S. I DONT LIKE TOM-- WE ARE NOOOOOT GOING OUT!!!! 

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[19 Jan 2005|03:05pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Is Your Child a Goth? Presented by St. Mary's Church

Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your child may have gone astray from the Lord. Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer,
and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child.

-Frequently wears black clothing.
-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
-Wears excessive black eye makeup,lipstick or nail polish.
-Wears any odd silver jewelry or symbols.
-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.
-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.
-Takes drugs.
-Drinks alcohol.
-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation.(This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)
-Complains of boredom.
-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
-Is excessively awake during the night.
-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
-Spends large amounts of time alone.
-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your chid may speak to evil sprits through meditation.)
-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.
-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this.
-Misbehaves at school.
-Misbehaves at home.
-Eats excessively or too little
-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this.
-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)
-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)
-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature.
-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.
-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.
-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner.
-Expresses an interest in sex.
-Masturbates.
-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.
-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism,
Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.
-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".
-Claims to be a goth.
If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center

I find that funny... I am dead... woe is me. More than five of these apply... who is going to intervene?

I got a 95 on my Social Studies midterm but I did really bad on my Bio midterm but it is ok because I will probably still end up with an A in the end. He is an ass, everyone told me not to like him that he is a jerk but why would I listen? Leave lovely comments.

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[15 Jan 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | weird ]

So last night I was chilling with Josh and he tells me to listen to this song. So he puts it on and I listen and I am like this song is so EFFED up... we both listen to emo|rock|punk and not rap|hip-hop but after I listened again we decided that it was Indie hip-hop and now I am absolutely addicted to Taxi by Gym Class Heroes, and of course after I listen to them he tells me how we could have gone to their concert last night instead of just laying around watching Seinfield, but that's ok.

P.S. I havent even started studying for midterms.

P.P.S. I havent talked to him in forever and he is such a P-I-M-P

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[13 Jan 2005|09:18pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I say hi and he ignores me...

ASS.

Mock trial is ok I guess. Diving is fun and Mike is a jerk but what's new. Mkay not much else to say... midterms are coming up... UGH

You scored as Punk/Rebel.

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Punk/Rebel

44%

Ghetto gangsta

44%

Loner

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

25%

Goth

25%

Geek

13%

Stoner

13%

Drama nerd

6%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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[11 Jan 2005|07:12pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

It snowed today... I hope for a delay tomorrow becuase I dont want to take 4 tests on thursday because ugh that would suck.

So I got a 100 on my fashion and furnishings test uh I guess that is, good?

So yeah I am lazy and dont really want to type more because I have nothing more to say :-)

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[09 Jan 2005|09:59am]
[ mood | jealous ]

It's about time for another update.

I have decided that I am finally going to say something and make an attempt. Where is Anna when I need her?

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[06 Jan 2005|05:41pm]
[ mood | I find that funny ]

Alright so it is time for an update...

Boys suck because they dont say hi and walk to the same place as you but avoid you. I was promised at least a hi...

I want to go on the Taste of Chaos tour... Take me?

P.S. I am chicken shit

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY [28 Dec 2004|03:01pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZ CULLEN :-D

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I am a loser [26 Dec 2004|10:16pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Post anonymously..and then:

1. Tell me a secret.
2. Tell me what you hate about me.
3. Compliment me.
4. If you could give me one thing, what would it be?
5. Leave lyrics that remind you of me.
6. Do you consider me a friend?
7. And a hint to who you are, if you dont mind.

I better get more than two comments!!!!

P.S. I see Jaci tomorrow and Jackie!!!!!

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[24 Dec 2004|07:41pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

You could stay and watch me fall?


Emo Boyfriend
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
His Name Andy
His Looks/Style Curly-ish brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, labret pierced, tight tshirts, tight pants, skate shoes
How you met At a Taking Back Sunday show
How he tells you he loves you Tells you that you're beautiful whenever you say you're fat and kisses you wherever you say you have a problem
What he calls you Hunny
How far you've gone everything but sex
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And of course I'll ask for help


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[22 Dec 2004|05:20pm]
[ mood | restless ]

a guy should...

Hold her in movie theaters. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples YaRdS and give them to her. Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her LaUgH. Write poems about her. Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. surprise her. do things that make her smile, make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face. be spontaneous. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her. Give her back rubs. Play mud football with her. Play in the snow with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms.Call her... even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you. Jump on the bed with her. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Push her on swings. Give her piggy-back rides. Stay up with her all night. Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you. Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars* Make up nicknames for eachother. Show up at her school or class unexpectedly. Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the pictures of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow... Kiss her when she least expects it.


Stolen from Jackie x3


So today I ran out of math with Marisa only to stand by the lockers and for him not to see me... ERGGGGG

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[20 Dec 2004|08:32pm]
[ mood | good ]

This for you liz...


I might have something here.

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